Born Rebel

when will time tell me what to do? when will time heal my wounds? when will everything be okey and i can feel good again? im wondering when im gonna feel like myself again..

im tired of this. im tired of not knowing. i dont know what i shall do or where i shall go. i dont know what i feel or anything. at the moment, my biggest wish is for it all to end. i dont have energy anymore. i dont wanna do this anymore, i dont have the strenght to fight anymore. can just someone end this for me?

i just wanna let go, fall down and never get up again. im just hurting people all the time, im just messing things up all the time. world would be a petter place without me. i cant do this anymore. im fed up with this.

cant you just let me go? let me fly away without any regrets, let me be. love the time we had and all the good moments but lets end it now. say farwell and go, never look back. im tired, so tired.

if i could, i would, but i cant. not now. i cant have that on me. but, im thinking. same thoughts all the time.

im running, i dont know where or from what. just running. im lost, my soul is gone and im just a empty shell. confused and sad, angry. i dont know where this is gonna end.

i cant see anything, its all dark and no light. am i lost forever and ever without anyone finding me? can i ever go back? are everything lost now? where shall i end up?

im sorry, i am but i cant do anything. i wish i could but i cant. please forgive me sometime..

what is heaven and what is hell?

im wondering where im gonna end up...