guardians.
i belive that every person have some sort of guardians around them. i know i have a few here in real life but i think i have other guardians aswell. altho im one of the people that hate tell abt my problems to other people. ive always belived that i could take care of them by myself, now i know i cant. i hate that but thats a change that i havae to accept, if i dont wanna lose myself in the middle of everything.
L- thanks for always be there for me, for always listen 2 my endless talk abt same things over and over again.
thanks for holding my back and be my guardian thru my darkest moments. you know i love you.
i know that im not so good at saying thinks or showing things all the time. but i hope you know.
R- thanks for not saying or asking anything, thanks for just letting me be. <3
K- i hope that you understand me. i hope that you trust me. you are my rock im leaning on all the time.
thanks for not letting me fall when im starting to do that. i hope you read my eyes and see what i mean.
im sorry for always putting my problems on you, i hope you can forgive me. i love you.
C- thanks for listen on me all the time and make me think on something else then my thoughts.
i know that im not perfect, i know that im not the only ones with problems, and im sorry when i fuck things up or mess things up. im sorry when i cant answer questions and well, im sorry.
my mind is dark. it have never been so dark that it is now. im afraid. im afraid of myself. when will all this end? when will it be better? i guess time will tell but i hate the unknown and i hate not having controll. what shall i do?
i wonder, will the pain go away?
L- thanks for always be there for me, for always listen 2 my endless talk abt same things over and over again.
thanks for holding my back and be my guardian thru my darkest moments. you know i love you.
i know that im not so good at saying thinks or showing things all the time. but i hope you know.
R- thanks for not saying or asking anything, thanks for just letting me be. <3
K- i hope that you understand me. i hope that you trust me. you are my rock im leaning on all the time.
thanks for not letting me fall when im starting to do that. i hope you read my eyes and see what i mean.
im sorry for always putting my problems on you, i hope you can forgive me. i love you.
C- thanks for listen on me all the time and make me think on something else then my thoughts.
i know that im not perfect, i know that im not the only ones with problems, and im sorry when i fuck things up or mess things up. im sorry when i cant answer questions and well, im sorry.
my mind is dark. it have never been so dark that it is now. im afraid. im afraid of myself. when will all this end? when will it be better? i guess time will tell but i hate the unknown and i hate not having controll. what shall i do?
i wonder, will the pain go away?
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